Wednesday, May 9, 2012

What, why, when, how?


This is from a post taken from the group on FetLife called: RT Female slaves/properity
Written by ginger_cookie69
i too, was always the good girl, the teacher's pet. never bucked the system and pretty much always followed whatever rules were given.
as an adult, i need those same sorts of rules. not my own but His. His rules, His guidelines, His standards. i also need to know that i'll be held accountable for following those rules.
and there will be consequences if i don't.
(figuring this out as i type it) i will do what is expected because i am still thatgood girl. but i need to know that at any given moment He could get a bug up His arse and check on my activities. again, the accountability.
i need to know that if i push, in some way, He'll push back. He needs to be more than me. smarter, stronger, better, more with it. and not able to be manipulated. if i can manipulate the situation, then i've won. and i can't win. if i can't win in the little things...then i actually win in the big picture.
so, i guess to answer the OP...someone who is more than me, and someone who will push back.

i so agree with the above. i am like this is no many different ways. This is what i am looking for and need in my life.

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